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September 20, 2004

63: There's no hope in hope.

Now that the Morrissey tickets have safely arrived, I've allowed myself to get excited about going. I'm not sure what I was afraid would happen, but my ticket luck hasn't been good recently.

Although I now deny the existence of Reloaded and Revolutions, things really hit rock bottom in the lobby of an UES movie theater in May of 2003. For whatever reason, my Moviefone tickets didn't print and the dim-witted girl in the box office provided a negative amount of help. I'm 100% sure she printed and THREW OUT MY TICKETS... anyway. Maybe it was fate trying to keep me from seeing Reloaded. Well, for better or worse, we eventually got in. And no, I did not claw that girl's eyes right from their sockets even if she did deserve it.

The point is, my ticket confidence had been shaken so I was reluctant to allow myself to get excited about seeing Morrissey.

Of course, now that I have given into my happiness, I am at a risk for becoming a total Morrissey stalker. I have allowed myself to get worked up into a love-rage. How far can I go without nearly convincing myself that Morrissey would understand? I will not be That Kind of Person. I will not!

To be on the safe side, I've started hating myself appropriately.

Maybe it's good that I've just found a new reason to be pessimistic about this show -- he's sick. Ugh.

Well, that did it.

Of course, we're not seeing him for a few weeks but still.
I'm back to my gloomy self again.

Posted by ashley at September 20, 2004 04:31 PM

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